Hey for any random browsers here. I have been updating recently with photos of me at lower weight and stuff but I'm getting paranoid about showing my face so any new pictures I post will be friends-only from now on.

Comment this post if you want to be added :)

edit (March 08):

I decided to lock my entire journal a while ago because I keep seeing stuff about pro-ana etc in the media and I'm paranoid someone I know might come across this given how active I am on PA, so I've decided to update this one as it's the only one visible now.

I have more detailed stuff about me in locked entries but just as a quick summary I'm 23, have dealt with disordered eating/SI/generally being crazy as long as I can remember and over about the last 18 months have also developed full-blown anorexia (with a lovely side-order of B/P and sometimes just plain B). I'm 5ft7 and have gone from ~112 lbs to somewhere around 90-95 lbs since I started this journal last summer and I do have pictures on here at various stages but I've gotten a bit unsure recently about people using me as 'thinspo'.

My eating disorder is not fun or glamorous or sexy, it has pretty much entirely taken over my life now - I've lost my job, my social life, my sex drive and rather a lot of my hair. Please don't add me if you just want to find out how to lose weight.

edit (Nov 08):

Figured I should update this. I don't use LJ as much as before, I went into IOP and gained weight but didn't get any better, just b/ped instead. On my way back down again but it's a pretty slow process with the amount of crap I've been eating/puking.